Let me say a simple truth,let me say it now
else I never would..
I am standing in a crowd
and I can so clearly hear
each whisper ,each sound
trying to sort right there
which one is for me
which one is mine.
As I keep doing this
So many times I miss
At times I understand
yet many times misunderstand
What is being said
and what is to be said.
Sometimes I wish I could take back
what I said..
Truth is once in awhile everyone
wants that..
But no there is no taking back
something more would have
to be said to amend and correct
or sometimes better keep hush and act.
Sometimes as I hear and sort out
think and rethink ..
I begin to realize that no one
actually knows who I am..
and woah !sometimes even I don't!!
But then this is such a disturbing thought
who would accept this ?even I wont!!
Meanwhile as all the whispering,talking,
shouting and yelling goes on
Surprisinlgy we still hide and conceal
we are all afraid to say
the truth, the real deal..
To expose our true selves
To reveal the tenderest of feelings
admit tinniest of mistakes...
So there somewhere quietly
stands all that is untold
and I begin to decipher why they say
"Speech is silver ,SILENCE is gold"
You know, the greatest disadvantage of language: when it defines one meaning, one possibility it kills million others. It defines & nurthers on one hand and kills & destuct on other. The everlasting fight between Nature & Culture!Words are distractions! As Rousseau said " Back to the nature". The greatest sounds of cosmos are still silent what scientists put them as " Dark Matters " not even with visible forms of energy like sound, light etc. but also not even radioctive or neutral radiatins !! Nothing but an eerie silence. You does seems to identify with that, because souls close to supreme creator always do that! Please never leave this quest for search of a higher order of truth in an otherwise chaotic reality!
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